Monday, February 16, 2009

SUICIDE?...not my choice...

Sitting in a room drifting further and further away,
Dreaming of how my death will play out today,
I cant seem to break away from this emotional distress,
If you take a look inside me you know im a mess,
My life means a little less than days that came before,
Im giving into the sensation,i can take no more
This aint the way it should be, i cant change
My heart is shattered and it just cant be re-arranged,
The piper is leading me away to my execution,
My blood will cover the earth like toxic pollution,
This is the way its gotta be, gotta control the confusion
The end of the pain the only real solution....SUICIDE!

Suicide is not chosen; it happens when pain exceeds resources for coping with pain.Have anyone drifted so far that he/she thought there's was no way to return,to find the right path?In this era of globalization,mankind is so much forced to do so many things that are not what they wish to do...but undeniably there's surely something that will initiate their wrongdoings....no matter how much we find the root we will never get it.It is easy to say that calm down,get back on the right track ,start novel and afresh...but is it that simple?NO...what we see is not always the reality...we should widen our mind horizon...sometimes we are so bewildered that there's nothing we can see...but the whole idea is that we still see,we still find a way though it is wrong both religion and legal wise..SUICIDE!

Well,there's dozens of reasons why people choose this path,why they choose to wipe out their existence...people sometimes just will be simpletons in certain situations...sort of no strength to think any further...it is not easy to analyse this field what we can call as "SUICISM"... there are times my life was shaken by the so many problems concurrently accuring..i couldn't take the pain any longer as if i were to burst and disperse into the boundless regions of the infinite...fortunately,i recovered...it was tough but i became strong then....i did not choose suicide as my path...i chose life...because i finally realized how important my existence is.....i make some people around me happy...isn't that a beautiful reason to choose LIFE?

To all teenagers out there...my 1 and ultimate advice....Life is only traveled Once, Today's Moment becomes Tomorrow's memory. Enjoy every moment, good or bad, because the Gift of Life is Life itself...Cheers to life!!!!!

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